maybe i still cannot

no, i have no think about her for more than 2 second anyday. it's strange to have this dream..

i dreamt that she was married to another man and had a baby with him. i dont know why. i just cannot take it.

i can move on. maybe my sub conscience cant.

she once told me "i dreamt that we were on the bus. suddenly you just mention break up and walked away. i kept crying. will you ever do this to me?"