random update.

some more random quotes i watched from movie recently.

"you cant measure love by these (meaning looks, $, style etc) & you dont need a reason to love"
"fa.. family first.. go for your honeymoon!"
It's not about doing the things you love, it's about doing things with the one you love!
"will you still love me in the morning?" "Forever and ever, babe"


the funniest character goes to... Johnny O from break up

Johnny: What you gotta do is think real hard and come up with someone who can't be traced to either one of us who can pay a visit to that guy she was with.
Gary: No, I don't want anything to happen to him.
Johnny: Right.
[winks knowingly]
Johnny: I understand.


i suspect vince and steph has sth on all along hahah

First day of ITP

Woke up 715 this morning and left home at 810.
well, tot that i will be late for work at 9am at kallang coz of traffic jam at CTE.
the rate is $6 if i were to use CTE, hell, i took an alternative route.
YCK road --> Serangoon road --> Aljunied road -->geylang road --> stadium link
reached the place 5 minute late only.. hahha
sense of achievement.

took a small tour around PA
then it was all over at 10plus
HR says that our respective manager will be coming over to fetch us to our new work place

hahaha, when my manager saw me and sisi, he tells us to report at work place at 230pm.
so i drove and parked at home, walk to y10 and had lunch and watched "break up"
the show is ok la, all conversations only.. not for tired people.

reported to work at 230pm.
lots of sad news...
our main job or rather our only job is to serve at the counter.
some simple data entry and entertaining of old uncles and aunites or PRC or small kids.
boringgggggggg

daily worktime is 2pm to 1030pm
this means that i will miss all my 9pm show already..

i have 2 off days a week
1 weekday 1 weekend
weekday is ether tues or thurs
weekend is either sat or sun (DUH)
which i will alt with sisi
this means that i will sacrific my saturday for sunday morning soccer already.
HWI

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my weekend:
fri after my last paper
it was ktv with tb10
then a night a xy's house

we played a lot of games
which i kenna the tickling punishment 3 times in a row..
a little bit errie, coz there were 6 "dices"
when i'm the banker, i counted only 5 and had the total sum wrongly calculated, which then i will kenna the punishment.
not once but twice because of this error..
super "xie men" sia

saturaday was a relaxing day for me.
home for dvd, gym and saturday night soccer.
sorry addy that i rejected you for mahjong AGAIN
coz my friends were at my house!! hahaha

sunday was a meeting up with miss yummlicious
lol, the movie click is hilarious lor.. it's a must watch.
maybe this is the reason why i find break up a little bit boring.

i'm pretty tired now, still thinking if i should go for a chalet's bbq.
if i were to go and eat, this mean i will definitely fail in 8 days.
if i dont, i can go for a run at 10 later and have a gym session tml..

hmmmmm
i will upload some pictures in my next entry, maybe next year..

8 days left~

4 down, last to go.

just finished my IEF paper and am now alone in the library.

i think my ief exam paper is pretty fvcked.
qn 4 and qn 6, seriously, i have 0 idea on how to link any of the concepts that i had learn.
i tot i was very well prepared for this paper..
oh well..
i think i wont be getting an A, what about a B+? :D

pmkt yesterday is ok, better than what i had expected.
i managed to answer 2.5questions out of 4. this mean that i only give up like 1.5 questions.
which mean that i am able to pass my exam.

last paper tomorrow aaa. i seriously need luck for this paper can?
i haven revise company coz it was tested in common test, i think it's easy, just need some quick refresh.
partnership i scan thru, i know the concept, but i haven learn the exam entry, or exact words to write.
FSA is a crappy topic. i just need to remember all the 20! formulas and find the correct number to sub into the forumla. then use some stupid theory to analyse.

tada

end of sem 3.

quick summary of the 4 papers.
ec is crap
om is good
pmkt is better than expected
ief is fvcked
aaa please give me another aaa+++ or ad for this module la..
i haven get any AD so far!

life is GREAT

i think this is the 3rd time a maid is sent home again?
great sia.. i think i will stay away from home for time being.

dad will keep pestering me to do housework
mum will keep complaining that we NEED a maid
bro will nag that we DONT NEED a maid at all
sis errr, she's away from home most of the time anyway

which family does not have its family problem?

this all started when one is afraid to go for body checkup.
when people said there's a problem with your body.
instead of attending to the problem
one runs away from it
seek alternative
which i think all these alternatives are BULLSHIT
THEY ARE ALL CRAP
imagine if drinking 1 bottle of "dont know what drink" a day can cure cancer
will there still be people dying from cancer today?

so if you have a problem, solve it instead of avoiding it.
unless you have a darn good reason to avoid it
maybe you dont want that thing afterall

anyway, i'm going for pmkt paper soon
another crappy module
i hope to get a pass in the paper later.. pray pray pray

ps: om is pretty ok. when i read the qn initally, GONE case. but turn out to be.. i know everything hahhaa

not like EC la, when i read, all OK, then do that time, die! but i really think i still can pass EC.


13 days left~

slackest exam week

this is my slackest exam week ever. even though i'm having 4 papers this week, but i still dont have the urgency to mug.

woke up pretty early today and watched a movie. played a few games of solitaire showdown b4 heading to school for OM revision.
i have done finish all the calculation part and is pretty confident.
i just need to study the theory parts later.. LATER 10pm? or 1am.

serena actually enlighten me a lot about life.
woot

i headed home and switch on my desktop..
nothing to do so i open cs
played a game of scrim.
draw 16-16.
heh, my first scrim in 4 months?

then a few more rounds of solitaire and now.. blogging, waiting for the 9pm show.
this 9pm show.. hmmmmm
show me a lot about life cycle.
do i wanna commit to a marriage when i have no $?
the answer is definitely NO!
no $ = no happiness in marriage
there gotta be enough at least.

talking about $
i'm already eating into my future $ already.
but well
what to do?
i dont get $ from my parents anymore.
travel costs me $200 at least per month
eating a day is $15 on average
plus entertainment and shopping
hahha, but will still spend $ as long as i'm alive!

after tml om paper
i will slack like today coz it's pmkt on wed
after pmkt on wed
i will study a bit of IEF, going into slightly more depth this time round.
after ief on thurs.
i guess i will be staying back in sch to try past papers with serena to boast my confident
xf, xy, cry all wanna stay back with me?
after aaa paper on friday

i guess it's WHATEVER time for me again.
woooo~~~

ps: try this game late at night in the dark with volume turn up, use a headset if possible
http://jayisgames.com/archives/2005/09/the_house.php

Not everyday is SUNDAY!

EC paper was pretty ok, it's over finally.

Went for soccer match this morning.
my physical condition is better than expected,
i'm only afraid to use my right foot to control fast ball
but well overall
i made a few runs
dribble past 0 people
around 10 crosses?
a few passes
0 shot
oh yeah
1 right footed cross.. phew
thank god that nothing happen to me.

well now i guess i will take a short nap before i start my revision.

ps: make a few quick bucks when arse equalised last night. hahha
mel, pa, worm & yihui were over at my house last night

Good luck

I seriously need a lot of luck for the coming paper.

so wish me good luck

not prepared at all. i'm meat for Tay Ah Bee.

ps: a curse for all those who are taking exam and dont post a comment here or in the cbox: fail badly, your rightfully mark will become mine! wahhaha

SWAY

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you and here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinately true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you

1 thing to cheer: i can walk pretty normally now! yay
but i feel that "sour" pain on my right thigh and knee.

Chien Chi Tow Groups of Companies AGAIN

reach the clinic at 215pm today, but they were close for lunch.

aiya, i use all future tense, i'm so bad in grammer now.

anyway

it reopen at 230
i go in and wait for my turn
i was told not to attempt to run or jump even though i can walk "properly"
if i were to hurt myself again, that's it (what a warning from him)
today treatment, i think is more painful then the previous experience

for the injury on my arse, it's pretty much bearable today.
for the front, he never rub from the beginning
he do stretching for me
and pulling
and pushing
i'm sweating and crying for pain everything he exert strength!

then he use some "buns" which is ultra hot and leave them on my thigh
boiling temperature or 50.
i have no idea
but i know it left a red mark on my skin after he remove it

i have lots of unknown bruises on my leg
he has no idea why too
that reddish/black mark on my inner thigh and knee
so strange
he has no explanation also

i went for payment
same thing la
$39 + $12 = $51

freaking ex
i need to seek alternate sinseh already la

heard from my sis there's 1 at bukit merah for $20-25 1 treatment
going with her on sunday night

as for my revision
om quite ok
just need to study a bit on theory part and memorise all the calculation steps and formulas

ief i think ok
just need to attempt past papers and find out my confidence level

pmkt
need to read everything and memorise the key points, coz i know almost all the elborations already.

aaa
hmmm, i roughly know
just need to know the exact words and format

ec
die!
exam on this sat for this module and i haven touch this module at all

so guys, dont think that i am 1 good student
i am just another slackers like 95% of the populations in polytechnic


ps: for all my faithful readers. hahah
Tay Ah Bee uploaded those lecture slides with the "blanks" filled in. check them from mel

Chien Chi Tow Groups of Companies

just visited this clinic which specalised in stuff like medical massage, wushu training, medical product etc.

i enter the clinic, register myself
then it's my turn within 2 minute
the guy look at me my thigh
and ask me to stand up, back facing him
he feel my ass my bottom and press ultra hard on a spot
i shouted hinted to him that's it's painful
haha

next i was told to lie facing down on the bed
a gal came over and took off my shorts
she started to do her job on that painful spot
kaozzz i was like asking to take a 3 sec break every now and then
but thank god that she's ignoring me.
i tot that my injury is at my groain/thigh area
little did i expect that i actually hurt a nerve behind

next the guy came out and i was told to face up front
he asked me to kick as hard as i can
"is that all the strength you have?" he said
he then hold and leg and keep jerking it la
WOAHHHH PAINNNNN
he was incredibly funny also
keep laughing at the way i express my pain
the most painful part is when he bend my leg
kaozzz, i can feel that my thigh is exploding already la

after a while, he made me faced down again and he sort of like using his finger nail and apply a lot of pressure on my arse again.
i actually scream raise my voice a little and ask
"oeiii, that spot for what??"
the pain process keep repeating

aiyooo
i'm a guy who is a great bearer of pain
but i must admit that this time is pretty painful for me

i had to boil my own medicine later, apply the medical plaster and blah blah blah

the whole treatment was over
i went to the counter
the lady counted "$29 + $12" = $41
piangz, i asked "ehh, the price correct anot? outside i see only $20-25 for 1 injury only leh"
then she replied "OHHHHH"
phew, i tot it will be cheaper
lady "sorry, suppose to be $39 + $12" = $51
coz you have 2 injuries. we give discount of $1
medication is $12
!!!!!!!!

i almost fainted. it wasnt cheap, but well
if i can recover, this $ is definitely worth it

last thurs $20
this morning $21 for a GP
just now $51

i spend close to $100 for my leg already lor
sighhhh

to all my friends: please do proper warm up before any exercise, we are not getting young anymore. & check for injury!

OUT!

MYMP Lyrics - Tell Me Where It Hurts

Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do

chorus

(Instrumental)

Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do

CHORUS:

Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Heh, i realised that i almost tio 4D last night.
why tio never?
i went to buy lunch on sat then i wanna buy this number
but i never buy coz i find it that hard to walk even another 20m to the shop
then i keep telling my parents about this stuff on sat night
then we forget about it on sunday.
till someone called us and asked if we got buy.
if not i can treat all my friends to a 10 course meal already
haha or should i be :(

grandma's house

i just realised tonight that it's just 3 minute drive away from chicken little's hideout.

anyway, they bought a ktv system, i heard it's $8,000 with 8,000 songs. the songs right? are as recent as those in Kbox/partyworld lor.
then my uncle encourage me to go there every sunday for gathering. lol

anyway, tonight is the first time i tried massasing and k-ing. the feeling is a little bit funny but shiok la.
i made a toilet trip, my uncle talked to me in the kitchen, wanna pass me some $50 notes. errr, i keep rejecting him lor. then i walked into the toilet.

while inside i'm thinking
"i love $ so much, confirm take 1 mah, but why the heck i never accept it? haha, seems like $ is really not important to me right now. je veux être amoureux"

then i saw my grandma waiting for me, she wanna pass me those $.. i keep rejecting till my aunt saw it and come tell me just take it la.. if i reject, mean i'm not giving my uncle face etc etc..

orhhh, they see me so guai so wanna reward me i guess... :$

below is the massager aka isqueeze and their k system.

notice that my right knee is still swollen! PAIN!

nightmare!

i had this dream few weeks ago

i'm entering the exam hall
everybody is testing one another for IEF
i have absolute no idea what's going on
i'm entering my past again
ie to sit for an exam without knowing anything
this is bad
bad bad bad
real bad

i have been slacking for the whole week
coming sat is my first paper
i'm gonna work hard this coming week! i swear
i will get away from my room coz there's too many temptations
laptop, bed, scv, hts, desktop
i need to have self discipline!!

aik aik aik, tonight will be the last night liao!
haha
going over to grandma's house for abalone dinner later
/stomach growling
if there's time, i will make it to mel's house for charity shield

anyway, FBT won their match 2-0 this morning. 2 lucky goals. a draw will be a better result.
grrrr, i wanna recover fast. i wanna penetrate oppopent's defence and dribbling past slow defenders and keep sending in crosses and score goals!!!!

AIK!

This same old injury. (this pic is from june 2006)
aik!! it's the same old freaky injury. except that it's much more serious this time round. i was in pain for the whole of yesterday. during itp briefing, i keep moving while sitting down. i planned to see find help this morning but XF recommends me to go this place, so i went there immediately after briefing.

i was so shock when i took off my jeans, my right thigh is like above, but the upper half is totally swollen. grrrrr

after the treatment, i feel better, can walk really slowly with my body straight already..

it's only my upper half of my right thigh which is swollen in the beginning, now ah.. that swell is smaller already, but then almost whole of my leg is swollen right now.. whole of my right thigh, my knee & a bit at the shin area.. it's s serious la kaoz!

while we are having dinner, i feel sick lor, whole body aching and slight fever already. aiyoo, dont let me fall sick during this period, it's so crucial!

i bathed and took 1 panadol and went to bed immediately when i reach home. hmmmm, then wake up by 1 sms around 12 and watch tv till 3 plus b4 i go to sleep again.

thanks for all the concern..
haha, it's pretty embarrassing to walk like this yesterday huh? hahaha

just disappointed that i cant be playing soccer for an ultra long time.. sigh

anyway, i must start my revision today! wish me self discipline.

as for the spoiler, hahah, ok, i can delay the plan, i need to lower the van and change the tyre first, vanny is losing its grip..

i'm in for it this time.

my left thigh measure 21.5"
my right thigh measure 23"

yeah, no time for doc today. will it be too kua zhang to go A&E?
i guess i wake up early for polyclinic tomorrow first.

i can barely walk. i need a clutch!
pain 24/7

PAIN

grrr
i cant sleep with my leg straightened last night
PAINNNN

anyway, look at the pink van 2nd from left. it's a liteace with spoiler.

so cheryL, will it look strange?

Happy National Day

It's our nation 41st birthday. But i dont feel any excitement. It's just another public holiday.

Anyway, this is my ride for today. Cool ehh

This ride compared to Honda Jazz or Toyota liteace, there's a very big big big difference. The car is so stable even at 110kph. :))

Went town, parked at forum. $3/entry.

Then walk down to PS. haha, just to change my mobile plan. Went to check out my hub reward, i have lots of points expiring 8/8/2006. Thank god that i went down today. I use 2.1k points for a partial redemption of the new voice modem. Yeah, gonna have a phone line in my room in 24 hours. haha

Lunch is the famous ba chor mee (mee pok)
rating: yum yum yum yum!

Bought a white tee & a belt. That concludes my day. Went home to change and went for soccer.
Shitty day, i injured myself within 10 minutes. That stupid thigh injury. Guess i will be out of action till end of the year already.

/lips is ice-ing my thigh till i fall asleep.... yawnnn

Honda Civic Vti

Lunch

Retro bowl

Guess the place.

i wish for my mother's health.
i wish for a peace of mind, i got it today!
i wish for healthy physical condition. grrr, my leg!

ambiguous love

je ne sais pas quoi dire
mais je t'aime

gonna get serious for exam already. i have slack enough.

:))

pimp me!

this gonna be long!

was dropping 1 of my friend @ the bus-stop this afternoon. well, this friend called me 5 minutes later coz 1 auntie approached her and had the following conversation.

auntie: u r not from singapore right?
friend: huh? why?
auntie: coz i see that pimp dropping u here just now. there's a few more gals behind @ the van right? i saw everything.

hahaha
someone actually mistook me as a pimp!

have i blogged about the next mod for my ride?
when it's time for me to change the tyres (which is pretty soon, & the van needs a major servicing in 6 months) ($$$$$$$$$$)
i will lower the van and change to a tyre of higher profile.
if i can get more $, i will add a little bit of body kit, maybe a spoiler to start with.


about the channel 8's 9pm show. i like the ending. coz yi xin chooses wei xiang.
wei xiang loves yi xin from so long.
that other guy IMO was looking for yi xin as the rebound. (after getting ditched by sarah)
this shows us that mr nice guy can still get a gal by sincereity.
but i doubt it about the real world right now though.



weekend is nice for me.
there can be joy in simplicity



je veux vraiment être amoureux

Selena - Dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you(Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me

Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...

one fine day... emooooo entry

woke up pretty early today.

went to the temple to pray with my mother.
the uncle @ the temple is down with illness. hope he will be ok.
these are the stuff i pray for in priority
-my mother's health
-peace of mind
-my coming exam
-ping an wu shi for the coming weekend get away.

although shen, lao, bing, si, is part and parcel of life.
but well, i'm not really mentally prepared to lose someone who is so important in my life.
i just hope everything can turn out good!
PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!

i do cherish what i have in my life.
i'm very satisified with my life in fact!
at least i'm perfectly healthy with enough money to spend.
i cherish my family, my friends (old and new) & even my online chat buddies.
i treasure every stuff i have right now
even if i know some are only temporary
even if i actually deluded myself
i know what i want in my life
there is just this thing missing in my life right now

emo kev out.